I worked 5 hours tonight.
It was quiet but I still worked non stop.
It was exhausting for me.
The last few months have really taken a toll.
It was nice to see some of my co-workers, and my patients.
I got a lot of hugs. :O)
I feel discouraged, scared, and anxious!
I'm messed up....
You have been through a lot of stress. The ongoing anxiety can be a real problem. I don't have any advice but I do understand what you are going through. It sucks to feel all of those negative emotions. I hope you can find some peace.
ReplyDeleteWut ya gonna do about it?
ReplyDeleteAspen thank you for being nice and understanding! Silly as it sounds, it helps!
ReplyDeleteHi, Billy.
Well one of the reasons I decided to go back to work PRN, even if it's just a few days a month is because I knew it would help with the anxiety I've been feeling...my mind is busy while at work thinking about stuff other than my stuff AND I'm helping people....that helps me!
Plus it helped me by just talking to my sister yesterday about how I've been feeling.........felt like a huge relief just to verbalize to her how I feel and how it's affecting me.
Billy.....PS
ReplyDeleteI like your egg cooker!
It has come to my attention that a lot of people listen to music all the time as a way to help deal with anxiety. I guess the background noise helps tone down the noises in their heads.
ReplyDeleteIt eases mine some, Billy. Thank you
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