monday

I didn't do a darn thing today except for watch tv.
I wanted to get up and paint. I wanted to get up and pull weeds. I wanted to get up and measure the banister, and repair a piece of woodwork. But no matter how hard I tried to get up off the couch, I just couldn't.....until around 8pm. So I got off the couch at 8p, took a shower, and did some grocery shopping. I asked boyfriend to go with me............and since I had to pick up daughter from a friends house, she also went with me.............and that's all I've managed to do today....oh, I also dropped a book off at the library drop box.
Boyfriend told me he thinks I'm depressed and he thinks I should go to the doctor. I don't feel sad...........but I agree with him that something is wrong.............and just because I don't feel sad, doesn't mean I'm not depressed............I also know I don't like feeling this tired all of the time. I have shit to do, and it's not getting done!