fuck em

Today is one of my off days.
I could do a million things but
I'm thinking I'll just go back to bed.

I've been unusually vocal about anything I might be feeling at any given moment. Always the peace keeper in the past, and now if I feel it, I speak it.
I'm not making too many people happy.


I went to my doctor yesterday. I told him that the anti-depressant
he prescribed for me several weeks ago wouldn't allow me to sleep plus it gave me the chills and restless legs.
He prescribed a different anti-depressant.
 I know there are many people out there with Tom Cruise like opinions
about taking antidepressants.           Fuck em.
It's my life.
I'm not a massicast.I've met people who have been depressed all their lives. They're either massicasts, or they're ignorant.
If it will help (and I know it will because i've been a nurse for atleast 20 years and i've seen it help) I will take it!