tuesday

Can you say vacation?

I'm off work for the next 8 days.

Yay!


I drove by Dudes house the other night.
Dudes the guy that ran over my son while son was on his motorcycle.
So I drove past Dudes house on my way to look at a house up the street from his.
When I saw his/his girlfriends Cadillac in the driveway I had the urge to throw a brick through the window.
I mean I really, really wanted to but knew I couldn't..........................and not beccause it's the wrong thing to do.....................but because I didn't want to put my nursing license in jeopardy by breaking the law. There's always the chance I might get caught.......................so I knew I couldn't do it..........then I thought maybe I could flick a booger at their car........maybe even 2 boogers. I mean, can you get arrested for flipping boogers on someones car? I doubt I could flip them that far though..........................
And then I thought about how I want to jump on the back of the guy who beat my nephew until nephews brain swelled...................and how I want to  pull/rip his big ears off his head............................................................and how I want to ask the cheerleading coach  "now what did you call my daughter, you fucking bitch."
I won't break car windows, or flip boogers.
I won't pull Pierce's ears from his head. Or jump on his back and punch him in the face when I see him in the court room.
I just need to let go. For my own emotional well being.
So I will try.......................................