I write and then erase. I have nothing positive to sAY.
Daughter's in the shower.
I kept hearing We-Ping trying to open the door.
I thought she wanted in the br to drink.
But she wanted out. So I opened the BR door &
In my best We-Ping voice I told
daughter "I want out Emmy. I was born free!"
I don't know if daughter even knows the movie Born Free. But she giggled
anyway.
Boyfriend and I were talking morning before last.
He took me by surprise when he lost control and cried........said he was worried
about me, didn't want to lose me..............
I felt instant guilt.
But I also realized that what
I'm doing isn't working. I don't want the people I love worrying about me........or hurting.
I'll make some changes, and then we'll see.
I wonder if it would be way out of line to wear a tee shirt to the next high school basketball game that says "MRS. Crybaby.
F'ing Biotch."
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