lil anxiety

Today I have to get together all the papers I need for the bank.
Paper stuff is what makes me anxious.
During my divorce I struggled with opening my mail, or even bringing it in from the mailbox.
I'm 98% over that now..............but 2% of that old anxiety has kept it's hold on me.........especially when it comes to this type of thing.
I'm already approved.......so why I worry is beyond me.
Old scars can be tender at times I guess.

Boyfriend and Mr. Bojangles are in my bed sleeping.
I've already straightened up the house. I'll do it each morning and every evening
while it's on the market. I'm procrastinating doing the paper work.........typing this stuff instead.

Sons close on their place Nov. 1st I think. The 1st or the 15th.
I told them to come for supper every other Sunday, open invitation...........
And of course we'll get together for holidays and family functions.....and any other time too.
I'm proud of my sons. They're both hard workers.

Boyfriend is going to be there with me while I gather the papers the bank needs. He knows about my anxiety and doesn't think I'm a nut. He just accepts me for all that I am, and all that I'm not.
I'm a lucky woman.