So after my divorce and when i started dating again I only dated when the kids were at their dads house.............................never involved the kids in my love life/dating..........I dated a handful of men.......and then I met a guy on here from my home town..... actually he went to the same high school as I did.....he graduated a year ahead of me.
we dated for a couple months........almost everything about him to me was just right. I was crazy infatuated with him......attracted to him in everyway...................and after dating a couple months........standing in the dark in his living room, arms around each other kissing and saying our good-byes for the night............he says to me "I love you"...................and what do I do you ask, or not.....................................but what i do is straight out pretend I didn't hear what he said........................I wanted him to love me.................I was crazy about him like I'd never been about anyone....................and I freak and pretend not to hear him.......I freeze, and freak,,,...........i'M A FREAKING FREAK!...............,,,,,even think maybe he accidentally said what he had said............I mean I've accidentally told people i love them atleast 0 times..........................SO I IGNORE HIM AND PRETEND IT DIDNT HAPPEN.
we dated a couple more weeks after that night and then he bowed out.............CAN YOU BLAME HIM?
3 comments:
Sorry Jane but I can't blame him. Seems you may have missed a good chance for real happiness with him. Can it be corrected? If so you need to try. Just want you to be happy with "real" love.
I am happy, Odie.
Are you?
Of course if you are happy that is all that really counts. Just thought you were missing a chance that seemed right. So we are both happy and that is great.
Odie
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