today....monday

So yesterday was beautiful outside. I mean it couldn't have been any prettier. I wanted to spend time outside...........so I had planned on going with boyfriend and daughter to a pig roast/Bengals party at a local place where son shoots pool. When sons found out I was planning on going middle son asked me not to come. The kids father was going to be there............not a problem for me, and doubtful it would be a problem for ex.........apparently though a problem for son.
I felt badly for him......and my feelings were hurt too...................but I thought screw it if they don't want me there..............bowed out gracefully...........boyfriend, daughter and I had planned on going  condo looking prior to the roast, and so we did. I found the condo of my dreams. It's at the same place as the last one, only this one is even more of everything at a better price because it's on the 3rd floor.
I can keep my windows open without worrying about someone crawling through them. The deck faces a mountain. The view is pretty.................daughter loves it, boyfriend thinks it's great.
Now I just have to make a commitment to the move, or put it off until spring.
After condo looking we went to a summer hamburger stand out in the county and sat at a picnic table eating burgers/corn dogs, and milkshakes. The place was packed as it was it's last day to be open this summer. We had a good time...........
Today I was feeling down for no reason in particular, so I called off work.
Not sure what I'm going to do. .......something productive other than taking care of other people...............that usually helps me to feel better.