cat lady

I went to a work friends wedding this evening. The guy she married is also one of my work friends.
It was a very sweet ceremony, and a fun reception though I didn't stay long.
Watching them get married made me think that it would be nice to commit to boyfriend in that way that you do when you get married.............but then I questioned whether or not it would be a mistake ..................and is boyfriend even the right man for me.....................................................so I went to a beautiful wedding tonight..............thought about my wedding( not my marriage) to ex husband (we eloped)............thought about marrying boyfriend....................................wondered if it would be a mistake .................................and then let the thought of marriage go...............
I 'll probably end up being the crazy lady with cats, and a garden. That would
be OK with me.