sunday

scrubbed the kitchen and bathroom floors. washed the TV screens and mirrors.cleaned the counter tops, dusted and vacuumed......and did 3 loads of laundry.......................then i spent 4 hours in the backyard cleaning up garden rocks an old neighbor had delivered to his back yard. he had them delivered to a hill in his backyard against a chain link fence that separated our yards....... the weight of the rocks deformed my fence and some of the rock ended up in my yard.....i had the chain link fenced removed a year ago..........was tired of looking at the rocks flowing down the hill into my yard.......and was tired of looking at the half buried blue tarp that the rock had poured on when they were delivered...................................so i pulled all the little fucking rocks down the hill (probably 5 wheel barrels full)and into my yard.........cleaned the weeds in my neighbors yard that had grown over the rocks.....and.......threw the fucking blue tarp away............
the dumb ass who had the rocks delivered lost the house to foreclosure.............the new owner rents the place out...........neither the  owner or the renter seemed to be bothered by the mess .............fuck them both.
I'll use the rocks somewhere in my yard.................................................................  i cut down fucking honeykissmyass suckle trees......and then showered just in case i was dealing with any poison ivy...............so i got lots done today...................feels good............
I'm sitting in my new bed with fresh, smell good sheets, with Mr. Bojangles and boyfriend.
boyfriends brother passed away today.
boyfriends brother made the decision to
go with hospice. he didn't want to continue to live paralyzed and unable to eat.......the outcome of a stroke.........
boyfriend spent a couple weeks a couple weeks ago in Colorado with his brother. they talked about a million things, spent everyday together............. and when it was time for boyfriend to come home him and his brother said their finale good-byes. sad........sad that you love people and eventually have to go, or let them go...........
Mr. Bojangles is behind my computer screen.  his tail is wrapped around the computer and on the screen. i keep touching his tail tip. it's cute. he's cute.