Friday, January 04, 2013

speaking of domestic violence

I was relaxed and lost in my thoughts while taking down Christmas decorations today........................then my sister called and asked if I'd do her a huge favor...........................she could not leave work, her son was having neck spasms and needed to be seen by the doctor........." will you take him?" Ho hum..................................I took him. Luckily, and unlike any doctor I've ever been to, nephew was seen right away. The whole trip took 20 minutes. He'll be okay in a day or two.......................................................He's my 14 year old nephew who owns his own lawn care and snow removal business. He has two employees........and was able to buy his first riding lawn mower last spring. :O) Business is good.

Our water has been turned off all day.
The Sanitation Dept.......or maybe it's the water department who has been working across the street since this morning..................I have a pile of scrubs on the floor in the hallway that need to be washed, and I need to shower if I'm going to work tomorrow............so hopefully I'll have water by 5 am .........

Speaking of domestic violence..............................................when I quit smoking I pretended cigarettes were an abusive spouse.........................even though they were harming me, I needed them.........they filled a void.......they were a habit, a hobby, an addiction...I loved them.....when I was stressed, sick, or bored they were there for me.....but I always paid a price............every time I gave in to them......I'd be physically harmed.............and to boot, I was supporting their crazy ass.....................................enough was enough..............i was sick and tired of being sick and tired..................so I walked out cold turkey! Our separation lasted two years. Then one night I allowed him to see me again.......just one quick talk..................before I knew it I was back in his grip, under his control.....................................................I hate that mother fucker.............I'm secretly planning another escape........

3 comments:

BBC said...

Something tells me that I triggered this post and I'll have more to say about such tomorrow.

Boy, his own business at 14 with two employees, he's doing pretty damn good, when I was 14 I was a fucking idiot.

.I'm secretly planning another escape.

Hon, I'm not a world renowned shrink, have never had much use for them, many of them are more lost and fucked up than the rest of us, but I love Doc Teri, she has no fucking idea how much she has helped me.

As for the smoking, I can sure relate to that, it's really hard to tell the child component in you to stop pestering the adult in you for that nicotine it wants.

It's a bit more complex than that but I'll try to keep my comment short and you know that I just fucking go on forever sometimes.

I've got some good scrubs here, was in a trailer I was given, not a clue what to do with them.

The cat is still doing fine. And big ball's has stopped fucking with the other cats after I scuffed him a few times. Sometimes it just takes that to get things in line and peaceful like I like them.

Jane said...

I'm happy that you have Doc Terri, Billy......and that she has helped you!

Mr. Bojangles picks on We-Ping all the time......I think he jsut wants to play......We-Ping wants nothing to do with it.....glad to hear your cat is doing okay.

BBC said...

If I didn't have Teri and you and Helen and some other women like you gals I'd likely blow my brains out to keep them from fucking me.