Monday, March 04, 2013

monday

Him:
Been thinking about you
Me:
thank you.
is everything ok?

Him:
Yep. Just reminiscing a boy.                                    (I think he meant...... Just  reminiscing a bit.)
Me:
that's a poetic sentence. :O)
are you sure you're ok?
 
Him:
Absolutely fine. Sometimes I just miss you.

Short emails exchanged a couple of days ago between me and an x love.
He was a long distance love. We visited each other here in Ky and there in PA.
I did love him.
He loved me first and stopped loving me first. :O)
I loved his talent for directing community theatre.
I loved his intelligence.
I loved that his mood was usually upbeat.
I loved that he was assertive,  witty, and confident.
I loved his love for books and music. I liked feeling loved and protected, (at a time when I had a need to feel protected), by him.
And I loved that unlike me he put his self out there..............he wasn't guarded when it came to expressing how he felt about me........even when I didn't reciprocate.

I think about him too some of the time.
Don't we all think about x loves now and then?
 


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