thursday

Every morning on my off day I anticipate a call from my boss.
I hear some of the other staff talking about how she calls them
to ask questions about this or that,  or why didn't they do such and such.
So I leave work wondering and worrying is there something I've forgotten to do.
There are so many distractions, so much going on It's easy to forget something.
But the anxiety and worry is about forgetting/failing to do some big something that could potentially
harm a patient.
When I left work last night I felt uneasy about leaving. I felt like I was forgetting something. It was right there on the tip of my brain......... I lingered around trying to remember......replayed the days events in my head...........did the same on my drive home, and then later while in bed.....................now I just wait........

it's going to be a beautiful, sunny, mid 60's day.........a welcome break from the cold and the snow..............would like to get out in the yard and do a little work but the ground is really wet and muddy.......so I don't know............maybe we will take a drive out in the country.....