tuesday

I have the day off work.
Spent hours doing yard work the other day so I might do
a little work inside the house today. I also might run to the store.
Our family had a picnic Sunday. I didn't go because I worked.........I grilled with my children, boyfriend, and father last evening. It was a good time!

Dad told me he has donated his body to science for after he dies. That we'd get his body after a year and could then bury him.
The thought made me sick. Donating organs and such doesn't bother me but the thought of dads body
laying around for a year in some school or lab horrifies me. I told him I couldn't stand the thought, that it would haunt me. So he said not to allow them to do it  in the meantime and he would have the paperwork changed.

There was a deer in my backyard yesterday eating the honey suckles. His right front leg, the bottom half was just a dangling bone.......no skin, muscle, or anything. It looked healed. He didn't seem to be in pain though I'm sure he had been at some point. I felt sorry for the little guy.

I expect a call from work today. I've been dealing with a patients family members' verbal attacks and craziness for months.
We all have a breaking point I guess. Mine was Sunday after several hours of her crap.
My words just came out.........as I was saying to her what I was saying it was like I was standing there listening to and watching myself. While I was talking I was wondering if this was the end of my job. But it felt so good I couldn't stop. It was like a sneeze, or an orgasm...........And
I'm still basking in the after glow.