sunday

Long story short I rescinded my resignation, am taking a leave of absence, and after 84 days off I can make the decision to come back full time, part time, or PRN (as needed. I pick the days I want to work if there's an opening that day.)
Ideally I wanted to keep my foot in the door. I wanted to stay on PRN. I was afraid to ask though because my fear of rejection was greater than my fear of walking away from my job. As luck would have it,  the opportunity to keep my foot in the door presented itself on my last day. I jumped on it! I promised the corporate administrator I wouldn't talk about the details. I was instructed to say I'm taking a non paid leave of absence. So there you have it! I won't talk about the details other than say I was truly touched by her kindness.

Wed. I go to the doctor, finally to have this cyst on my eye checked out........other things more pressing kept coming up and I'd have to reschedule........I'm a little worried it's something other than a cyst.....ever since boyfriend was diagnosed I worry about having cancer.......can't help myself.

Today I think I'll take down the Halloween decorations, and rake the backyard.
Boyfriend feels frustrated that he just doesn't have it in him to do the things he thinks he should be doing........I'm trying to stay ahead of things, like raking the yard, so that he doesn't think/worry about them getting done...........it's not a big deal to me,  I wish it wasn't for him!