saturday

Lets see.........had a great day with boyfriend yesterday. We left the house in the morning and didn't arrive back home until 9 or 9:30. We had breakfast out, shopped, watched horse races at the track, did some gambling, hit for 600 bucks then 400 bucks (boyfriend did), had a nice dinner, listened to nice music by a live band.....good stuff from the 60's and 70's.............................the whole day cost us nothing which made it even more fun......met and talked to some really nice people while out. it was fun! ............................................it was good keeping boyfriend busy..........................................................he cries everyday...........he's still trying to wrap his head and heart around his son passing away........................................................today was a bad day for him..............i feel helpless for the most part................yesterday though was so good we forgot that boyfriend was scheduled for a CT scan at 5 PM.....we've never missed an appointment...............I'm so happy we forgot that fucking (not apologizing for cursing. some of the time cursing is the best medicine.)test...............we are so sick of doctor appointments. if we had gone to that test we would have missed out on a great evening. so fuck that test!


long story short i have a cataract in both eyes and will have them removed next month. i'll also have a astigmatism corrected. its a quick, safe procedure. my biggest concern is whether or not to correct my nearsightedness. if i have it corrected it i will then need readers. so i'm back and forth about what to do....looking forward though to not feeling like i'm looking through smoke all of the time!