wednesday

It's been busy around here.
Today i'm having the chimney on the new house inspected and
i'm meeting with the owner to go over the list of other things from
the inspection with him.
but first i have to go to the hospital.
i take a new vial of eye drops there everyday, the days doses are kept in a cooler
in his room. i give them during the time i'm there. they give them the other times.
they're too expensive to take more than a days worth to the hospital at a time.
we don't have a date yet for boyfriends next surgery. the surgeon said it will probably
be the end of this week or beginning of next.
i signed up to work this weekend. i signed up before boyfriend was in the hospital, and before i bought the house. i wish i hadn't. it feels overwhelming. i feel like i need to be in multiple places at once.
it's going to be a struggle for awhile but it won't last forever.