I'm just trying to survive.
I make myself get out of bed everyday, shower, get dressed, cook a meal, take care of business, take a walk, and then sleep and start over.
Daughter has stayed with me the past couple of weekends. It helps to have company, especially at night. My sister stayed with me last night. Tonight it's me and the kitties.
The buyer of my house got cold feet and backed out.
Hopefully I'll find another buyer sooner than later. It worries me.
I miss boyfriend.
I find myself starting to bargain with God and then I stop myself because I know that no matter
what I offer God, if there is one, boyfriends not coming back. I wish so badly that he could. I miss my best friend. It's difficult wrapping my head and heart around the fact that he is gone.
I make myself get out of bed everyday, shower, get dressed, cook a meal, take care of business, take a walk, and then sleep and start over.
Daughter has stayed with me the past couple of weekends. It helps to have company, especially at night. My sister stayed with me last night. Tonight it's me and the kitties.
The buyer of my house got cold feet and backed out.
Hopefully I'll find another buyer sooner than later. It worries me.
I miss boyfriend.
I find myself starting to bargain with God and then I stop myself because I know that no matter
what I offer God, if there is one, boyfriends not coming back. I wish so badly that he could. I miss my best friend. It's difficult wrapping my head and heart around the fact that he is gone.
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