I was up for the day at 3 AM.
I've learned to just get going when I wake this early because I know there's no falling back to sleep.
I've been trying to settle boyfriends estate.
There's one woman in particular at one of the county offices who I've been dealing with together with boyfriends son.. Every time I have to deal with her it all becomes a big confusing mess. She's an angry, bitter, tyrant. And I think she enjoys the drama. She's also the supervisor of that department. This makes the situation even more frustrating.
When I was there this past Tuesday I told her she was a bitter, miserable, tyrant. I was nice about it though....lol
Then I went to my car and cried.
I had some work done at the old house.
There's a stress crack in a garage wall. Its been an issue during inspection. The garage and basement both were water proofed in 1985 and have always been dry. That crack hasn't changed in the 29 years I lived there..............................................but still it has been an issue. So I went ahead and had the wall braced per an engineers rec......................another engineer said it didn't need to be braced and that it's stable................................................................I felt torn. I mean in my heart of hearts I don't believe it needed to be done. It was a big waste of money. On the other hand it was an issue twice. Now it's fixed and hopefully the house will sell soon.
I need to get back to work full time soon....................................I don't want to wait too long..........................................I'm just trying to get many things settled first......................................it all weighs heavily on my mind...........................................................................dumpster diving has been a great distraction..........................................who would have thought something so silly would be one of the things helping me to cope...............that and daughter, sister, and boyfriends brother and sister-in-law..... and boyfriends son...all of them have been amazing. How lucky am I?
This is my little plant that doesn't require dirt. I sit him in water once a week for 20 minutes. I give him some light from lamp everyday since there's not much sunlight.
I'm working on this puzzle (but not very much)....................it's kind of my dream home. :O)
I've learned to just get going when I wake this early because I know there's no falling back to sleep.
I've been trying to settle boyfriends estate.
There's one woman in particular at one of the county offices who I've been dealing with together with boyfriends son.. Every time I have to deal with her it all becomes a big confusing mess. She's an angry, bitter, tyrant. And I think she enjoys the drama. She's also the supervisor of that department. This makes the situation even more frustrating.
When I was there this past Tuesday I told her she was a bitter, miserable, tyrant. I was nice about it though....lol
Then I went to my car and cried.
I had some work done at the old house.
There's a stress crack in a garage wall. Its been an issue during inspection. The garage and basement both were water proofed in 1985 and have always been dry. That crack hasn't changed in the 29 years I lived there..............................................but still it has been an issue. So I went ahead and had the wall braced per an engineers rec......................another engineer said it didn't need to be braced and that it's stable................................................................I felt torn. I mean in my heart of hearts I don't believe it needed to be done. It was a big waste of money. On the other hand it was an issue twice. Now it's fixed and hopefully the house will sell soon.
I need to get back to work full time soon....................................I don't want to wait too long..........................................I'm just trying to get many things settled first......................................it all weighs heavily on my mind...........................................................................dumpster diving has been a great distraction..........................................who would have thought something so silly would be one of the things helping me to cope...............that and daughter, sister, and boyfriends brother and sister-in-law..... and boyfriends son...all of them have been amazing. How lucky am I?
This is my little plant that doesn't require dirt. I sit him in water once a week for 20 minutes. I give him some light from lamp everyday since there's not much sunlight.
I like this little fella. I think he's cute.
I'm working on this puzzle (but not very much)....................it's kind of my dream home. :O)
I miss boyfriend terribly. Some of the tme I still can't believe he's gone. I talk to him often. I'm sure he's tired of me asking him to give me a sign that he is ok.
I keep his phone on so that I can still send him text messages.
I hope he know's how much I love him.
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