I slept for almost 5 hours again last night.
It feels good to get some sleep.
My housework is caught up so I don't need to do any of that today.
I made my last trip down to family probate yesterday. They have been very nice and helpful. The people at the DMV, excluding the Tyrant supervisor, have also been pretty nice. As far as I know though I'm finished with them.
I went with daughter last evening to look at a house.
It's in my neighborhood. It's a cute little house. As a matter a fact I think it's under 600 square feet.
It has a cute front porch, and a nice backyard.
It needs work, and some cleaning but the price can't be beat. She made an offer. I would love to see her get this house!
Woody is up in his window watching the neighborhood wake up..........and Mr. Bojangles is sitting next to me. They are doing okay.
The day that boyfriend passed away Mr. Bojangles sat on boyfriends desk that night and howled........
It was heart breaking.
I just have to say how much I love/ loved boyfriend.
He was my best friend, my love, my warmth.......
I also have to say he loved me and he never let me forget it......he thought I was beautiful ( i'm not) and he never let me forget that either...........................things were stressful some of the time the past 4 years since his lung cancer diagnosis................some of the time we would argue..........................we never stayed mad though for long, never............and over the past couple of years we made amends when needed to be made and we were quick to apologize.
We had a code word picked out for after he died to let me know he was ok.
The day I drove home after picking up his ashes I passed a black van painted in chalk paint (the ugliest vehicle I've ever seen) with our code word in bold red letters on the side........it took me by surprise so I looked in my rear view mirror to make sure I was seeing what I thought I was seeing and there it was again on the back of the van ......................and in that moment I felt like boyfriend was ok...........................since then I've been asking him for more signs :O)
It feels good to get some sleep.
My housework is caught up so I don't need to do any of that today.
I made my last trip down to family probate yesterday. They have been very nice and helpful. The people at the DMV, excluding the Tyrant supervisor, have also been pretty nice. As far as I know though I'm finished with them.
I went with daughter last evening to look at a house.
It's in my neighborhood. It's a cute little house. As a matter a fact I think it's under 600 square feet.
It has a cute front porch, and a nice backyard.
It needs work, and some cleaning but the price can't be beat. She made an offer. I would love to see her get this house!
Woody is up in his window watching the neighborhood wake up..........and Mr. Bojangles is sitting next to me. They are doing okay.
The day that boyfriend passed away Mr. Bojangles sat on boyfriends desk that night and howled........
It was heart breaking.
I just have to say how much I love/ loved boyfriend.
He was my best friend, my love, my warmth.......
I also have to say he loved me and he never let me forget it......he thought I was beautiful ( i'm not) and he never let me forget that either...........................things were stressful some of the time the past 4 years since his lung cancer diagnosis................some of the time we would argue..........................we never stayed mad though for long, never............and over the past couple of years we made amends when needed to be made and we were quick to apologize.
We had a code word picked out for after he died to let me know he was ok.
The day I drove home after picking up his ashes I passed a black van painted in chalk paint (the ugliest vehicle I've ever seen) with our code word in bold red letters on the side........it took me by surprise so I looked in my rear view mirror to make sure I was seeing what I thought I was seeing and there it was again on the back of the van ......................and in that moment I felt like boyfriend was ok...........................since then I've been asking him for more signs :O)
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