Thursday

 I went to Bed Bath and Beyond today to spend a gift card. I bought a salad bowl serving set and veggie cutter. I always have a fun time shopping. :O)

On the drive home from shopping Unchained Melody came on the radio. I burst into tears. Usually I'm ok. some of the time I 'm not. Lately I've been missing boyfriend more than usual and I want to talk about him but I know people don't want to hear it so I don't. Some of the time I'm mad at him for leaving. Some of the time I still can't believe he's gone. Some of the time I wonder if I should have (continued)

Happy 12th birthday, Little Man! I sure do love you.

my new little flower bed.

I cut this down to about 6 inches last year. It looks 100% better this year.

Oldest son got me a new tent for Mothers Day. Lil Man is checking it out.

from the dumpster

from the dumpster

The cat at Lowe's. He's very friendly

(continued) called the priest over to administer last rights. Some of the time I wonder where he is, and what it's like there, is Woody with him, and  is boyfriend able to see what I am doing. I beg him to come to me in my dreams but he doesn't. I wish so badly he would. I miss him. 

The other day I put a new flower bed in along the side wall of the garage in the backyard. The old owner left a bunch of pavers (I guess that's what they are called) in the garage. I used them as a boarder. It doesn't look great but it looks better than it did. I also cleaned out the pool and have it ready to be filled.

I cut a tree in the front yard almost down last fall with the intention of cutting it all the way down this spring or summer. But I have to say that it looks kind of pretty so far this year and I think I will keep it. Some of the stuff that I planted in the side yard this spring has died. I think I planted too soon. With the roses and daffodils gone, and with other stuff dying it looks kind of bare. I think I'll just let it go until next year.