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My new unit at work is manic busy everyday.

I have mixed feelings about it.

The day flies by, and that's a good thing, but I'm running on adrenaline all shift

because of the pressure to keep up with the never ending demands.

Throughout the work day I find that my stomach feels tied in knots, like I want to scream, want to cry, want to walk out.................................................and then at the end of my shift I look back at all I accomplished and think " how did I do that?".................and I'm pleased with myself.

THat good feeling at the end of my shift though isn't worth the prior 8 hours of emotional turmoil........................................................................and to boot, we're going to be starting 12 hour shifts soon. I don't know how I will manage to survive it........ if I even want to. Honest.

What's a girl to do?

It's always something, huh?





American Idol tonight...........

Randys bottom teeth do look yellow on TV.

My 2 fav in the top 3 are......Danny and Adam.

Alicia Keys looks pretty.

Simons tee shirts always look stretched out at the neck.

Danny is at home, he's crying(must be bittersweet for him).....I'm tearing up too. :O)

Kris is hugging his father and crying. Makes my eyes water!

I don't like Jordon Sparks the performer.

The granny peeking through the window of the limo to get a look at Adam made me laugh.

I'm disappointed that Danny wont be in the finale!