sunday

I went shopping this morning with daughter and boyfriend.
I needed a new faucet for the kitchen sink. The other one was leaking. It was cheap and didn't last. I bit the bullet and bought a decent one this time.
Boyfriend and oldest son put it in for me while daughter and I went to the gym.
We did resistance training and cardiovascular training. I like resistance training, especially back extensions. They feel great...............cardiovascular training is more exhausting, and a little bit boring.......but we make ourselves do it.......................  after we worked out we  tanned.
We go in the tanning waiting room together, lock the door, she tans while I wait and  visa versa. She came out of the tanning booth naked, her back to me.........and I thought to myself what a beautiful body daughter has...........unspoiled/untouched yet by life............and she doesn't even know how beautiful she is............

I remember when she was just a little baby, and I was back at work from my maternity leave..............the favorite part of my day was 4:30am when daughter would wake wanting a clean diaper, and a warm bottle. We'd sit in the recliner in the living room as I fed her her bottle. We'd look into each others eyes and study each other.....................and of course I couldn't resist kissing, and smelling her head, and cheeks. I loved those moments with her before we had to go our separate ways for the day.