wed.

The cheerleading squad showed up at our house today. They decorated our porch with get well balloons and hand made get well posters.

It was nice of them, and it brought a smile to daughters face. :O)

 

I think women are cool. I'm proud to be one. (just a random thought.)

 

Daughter and I are going to pop popcorn this evening and rent a movie on demand. (Dear John) It should be fun.

 

I go back to the doctor Monday. He has me off work for 8 weeks. So I have 4 more weeks off.

I think I'll ask him to give me 2 weeks in addition to the 4 weeks I have left.

I'm starting to relax and enjoy the down time.

I'm totally off the anti depressants. I don't feel as hostile as I did while taking them. And I no longer

want to spend my time in bed sleeping.

I still have a lot of work to do in terms of dealing with the small frustrations(those are the things that get my gut in a knot) and in letting go rather than trying to control how everyone else feels.............................and of course I still need to get help for the nursing burn out that I feel. I'm only just now feeling though like I have the energy to do something about it. And so I will. I should have gotten help for the burn out a long time ago! I guess I thought it would go away on it's own.