rambling

I'm having a beer( something i rarely do) and watching the mtv's vma's with daughter.
lady gaga can sing.....she doesn't really need all the crazy theatrics......i'm looking forward to seeing adele perform. she has a great voice and a certain something special.

oldest son and his girlfriend stopped by this evening.
he tries so hard to be what he thinks i want him to be.
i just want him to be his self. that's more than good enough for me.

daughters summer break is over.
she's working at a popular, young woman's clothing store in cincinnati........and starts school sept. 6. i was such a chicken at her age. she's not.

the cardiologist said he'd see me in 5 months. he's not very concerned with my ekg. he thinks my thyroid was the cause. i like him. he cusses, plus he's funny and makes me feel like we're old friends. our ex house psychiatrist at my wwork used to cuss. why i would like it when doctors cuss i don't know. maybe because it puts me at ease.

the follow up visit with my family doctor went okay. he assured me i don't have thyroid cancer............and all my blood work was normal.

one time a doctor threw a chart at my sister. it hit her in the chest.
he was pissed about something.
she picked the chart up and threw it back at him. just saying.......

friday at work one of my patients told me i was his very favorite nurse.....i was asking him to be patient.....then i said" maybe i should be more patient"......then he said "you're my very favorite nurse, sandy." made my heart ache a little. he's a sweetheart.

they're going to do an amy winehouse tribute on the vma show that we're watching. she had a wonderful, soulful voice.
i knew she would die.
i was hoping for her though......

my work friend and her husband stopped by yesterday.
her husband and boyfriend hit it off at daughters graduation party.
it's been awhile since i've had a close girlfriend.
my last really close friend died. i'm back and forth between wanting friends. i know that sounds weird......but it's how i feel.
i love my work friend though.....boyfriend really likes her too......the 4 of us plan on getting together again soon.

middle son is taking me on his boat to hear jimmy buffet when he plays at riverbend. i can't wait. i'd love to spend a day with jimmy buffet. i think he'd be fun.