I was off work yesterday and the day before yesterday. I read, I slept, I cleaned a little.
I went to dads house last evening. Sat on the deck with him and sisters and chit chatted for a couple hours. I went in moms bedroom while at dads. I guess I was hoping to feel closer to her. Mostly I just felt her absence.
While on the computer last night a picture of her popped up. It was a picture of her in her bed. She was wearing big red sunglasses and giving me our sign for "word up." She was laughing. It's a cute picture. It made me smile and ache all at the same time.
I'm in a time crunch to get everything done that I have to do before our trip to the ocean. I've been procrastinating.
I have to finish cleaning, finish the laundry, and pack.
I also have to bake a cake for my student nurse. Her last day with me is tomorrow. It's been a good experience. She text me Wed. to let me know she passed her last exam. I knew she would! So she has 1 more day with me and then she can schedule her state boards..........or whatever it is they call them these days.
2 comments:
The best way to move on from dead people is to remove all signs of them. Like, make her bedroom into something else.
This world is for the living, keep moving forward.
I like signs of her Billy. My heart will ache whether or not I see them. I appreciate you trying to help.... :O)
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