monday

I had a routine visit with my doctor the other day.
I have a pinched nerve somewhere between my neck and mid back.
For now it will be anti-inflammatory medication and stretching.............some of the time it's miserable, the pain/discomfort............&...........some of the time not so bad.

Ran into an old friend the other day at the bank.
I always see people I used to know at the bank.
His wife was the first person I told I was pregnant when pregnant with my first son.
She died last week unexpectedly from a heart attack.........ignored the stomach pains.........turns out it was her heart.........

I've been working on a painting that's turning out pretty cool. I hope to finish it today!...&....I promised sons  wife to be that I'd have my invitation list for the wedding completed today............haven't even begun to work on it!

On my days off from work I feel like I've just stepped out of a war zone........it's just been insanely busy..........for 12 straight hours while at work I run on adrenalin trying to meet deadline after deadline.......then review in my head, over and over  again everything that happened, making sure I've covered all bases............it's crazy......I'm too old to keep doing this......... it's not healthy.....except for the 12 hours of walking............
i don't know how to do anything else.
 i wish that i did.