monday

for a few months i've been checking a neighborhood, actually a specific street that i love, almost daily hoping to find a house listed for sale . i don't have a smart phone so i can't get alerts.  i thought if i drove on the street everyday i'd catch the listing on the first day it was listed and i'd have a chance at getting it. and one day i saw a man putting a for sale sign up. i stopped to talk to him. he said it wouldn't be ready to show for at least a few weeks. he said he was putting the sign up because with the church festival up the street there would be people passing by and he wanted to see if he could generate some interest in the house. we exchanged numbers and i asked if i could be the first to see it. he agreed. said he would call me when the house was ready.........and he did. he called me this past weekend......................i made an offer. they accepted my offer........and that's all she wrote!...........................and then when i got home from doing a contract on the house i called an ambulance for boyfriend to be taken to the hospital.

i've been trying to get him to go for about a week...........finally got to the point where he was too weak to walk..........then he agreed to go...........................so he was admitted and that's where i spent last night...................................................i feel very overwhelmed..........................but it will be ok......and...........things will get better.................