friday

My 14th consecutive day without smoking a cigarette. Yay!



I went to the doctor today.
I've been tired for a month or longer. So tired that I have difficulty getting out of bed/off the couch.
I've also had this sick, weak feeling in the pit of my stomach.........I'm air hungry......................and since I've quit smoking, I've been a total, angry, irritable bitch. Or I cry. Especially while under stress at work. I mean that part of my brain that tells me when to bite my tongue isn't working. I haven't made many friends the last week..........I've probably hurt a few feelings, and have probably pissed off a few people.................. for that I am sorry. So I went to the doctor today for help.

He did a bunch of tests and although all results aren't in yet he has concluded I'm stressed, depressed and anxious. He ordered an antidepressant, and a anti anxiety med. I'll be happy to take them if they help......................anything has to be better than feeling the way I feel........................we'll see...