monday

To Chris Brown....boo hoo hoo.....blah blah blah......BS BS BS...........shut up and go the fuck away!



Day # 3 without a cigarette.......................................I drove without smoking.............have had meals without smoking........................have had 5 extra patients dumped in my lap because the other nurse isn't capable of managing her time....and lived through it without a cigarette.................sat at the kitchen table with boyfriend and told him, as I cried,yelled,cursed and sobbed, of resentments I feel right now toward my 2 sons and my daughter..............then..............laughed cause I was pretty sure withdrawl from nicotine was contributing to my emotional meltdown............and then i cried some m0re because it felt so good................so I've done all these things without smoking.............&...I didn't know I could....... I'm patting myself on the back......cause apparently I can....



Tired of hearing about Michael Jackson............drug addicts die.......it's what they do.