monday

So I continue to take the anti-depressant prescribed by my doctor.
I guess I've been taking it for about 13 days.
I cut the dose he prescribed by 3/4. It was just too strong. It kept me up all night, and then I'd be exhausted, stoned& unfocused all day .........................and to boot, it caused me to yawn constantly, and it gave me chills.
I tried cutting the dose in half, but that was still too much...............so now I'm taking 1/4 of the dose.........I'm not sure if it's helping. I do know I'm sleeping really well at night...........but I also took a 6 hour nap 2 hours after getting out of bed this morning........................I remember waking up last night from a deep sleep, and I remember saying to my self "damn I feel good".........and I did feel really good......
The filter in my brain is working again, and I don't feel as stressed in general............I think it has more to do with getting through withdrawl though, than it has to do with the medicine I'm taking.
I guess I'll just take it as it comes and see how it goes....................

Dude that ran over son and then skipped out on his court date is going to go to jail soon..............I'm keeping an eye out for him.............looking for him.............watching his home ......I swear to you I will find him.........................