Wednesday, August 05, 2009

monday.....or is it wednesday?

Sister called me at work last evening to let me know mom is back in the hospital due to low blood counts and is being transfused..........................on my way home from work (I wanted to change clothes and clean up before going to the hospital) my 2nd oldest sister called me..........she believes mom is dying. She wants to talk to and treat mom like she might one of her dying patients. Pissed me off. I reminded her mom isn't her patient,
I can't explain it...............................other than to say everything she said to me pissed me off........................and when she brought up Hospice I about blew my top................

OLdest sister called my house the other day. I wasn't home. Boyfriend answered the call. He and sister talked. In their conversation sister told boyfriend how I've always been the strong one of us 5 girls/sisters.
I'm not feeling so strong right now...................I'm usually somewhere between holding back tears, to feeling angry and resentful.
I'm sorry.

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