sunday

So we had a special event going on at my work today. Department heads typically work M-F but today they were there............
My D.O.N. asked me how I liked my new assignment. Her question led to a conversation in her office..............part of what she said was this "over the past 6 months I've watched my very best nurse crumble. what is going on with you?"
I instantly felt resentful. I've been reaching out to her for months........she didn't hear me.........I know she's my boss and not a shrink..........but I listen to her shit, and the hr ladys shit......and anyones and eveyones shit..............and you know whaT? i ACTUALLY HEAR WHAT THEY ARE SAYING TO ME!......................................
SO fuck her if she hasn't heard what I've said.
After some conversation, and crying on my part (my new past time while at work) we did agree that I would take a leave of abscence/the FMLA. I'll visit my doctor in a day or two.............
My DON recommended 4 weeks.......I'm shooting for 8 weeks.  ...............................................after that, who really knows.